Ahhhhh! I'm going slightly crazy. So much to do! I'm in transition; waiting mode. Preparing for the future. I'm maintaining life as I've known it for the last 6 years, but I'm anxiously awaiting the life that lies ahead of me. Life on the open road with Nick and Honey and enless musical adventures.
Just like when I have to perform, waiting is the worst part. I don't mind when I'm on stage in front of the hot lights. It's waiting for it and over thinking every little detail that could possibly happen that drives me crazy.
Right now I'm running For Paws Philly, packing up our house, selling all of our furniture, and planning for the Utica Music and Arts Fest in September., which entails looking for sponsors, scheduling rehearsals, rehearsing, finalizing the show format, getting merchandise made, getting a new batch of Cd's made, getting the RV ready, so many other little things I can not even name!
So, I find that I'm pretty sensitive at the moment. I've been tearing up at the littlest things lately. Like baby shower cards and videos of Britain's Got Talent! Really? I definitely need a break, but I just have to keep on pushing through till mid September, when, I think, all of the insanity will quiet down, at least for a few weeks. Then I can finally focus on my focus: Music and The Dream It True Tour.
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